When we think of the Lord’s disciples. We have certain words that almost always go with them. We think of Judas Iscariot or Judas the Betrayer, we think of Peter denying Christ three times but also Peter the Rock that the church was build on, we think of the John, the one Jesus loves, and we also think of Thomas or as he is better known as Doubting Thomas.
I want to look at the man that we know all to often as doubting Thomas and see if this name really fits the character of Thomas. Is this doubting aspect of Thomas really negative or should we see it as a positive trait. As an inquiring mind that needed to see the truth to believe but was more than willing to believe once he saw the truth. Maybe he just needed to see the truth, had questions and wanted them answered.
I think that the doubt that Thomas expressed is said well in this quote. "His doubt had a purpose. Thomas wanted to know the truth, his doubt gives evidence not a lack of faith, but of a desire to have faith founded in fact not fancy."
Let us look at the three times that Thomas is mentioned in the gospel of John. This is the only gospel that makes any mention of him beyond being listed in the list of disciples. The first mention we find is in John 11:16.
Let us start by reading a few verses before. Starting in 11:7 "Then he said to his disciples, "Let us go back to Judea." 8 " But Rabbi," they said, "a short while ago the Jews tried to stone you, and yet you are going back there?" 9 Jesus answered, " Are there not twelve hours of daylight? A man walks by day will not stumble, for he sees by this world’s light. 10 It is when he walks by the night that he stumbles, for he has no light." 11 After he had said this, he went on to tell them, " Our friend Lazarus has fallen asleep; but I am , going there to wake him up." 12 His disciples replied, " Lord, if he sleeps, he will get better." 13Jesus had been speaking of his death, but his disciples thought he meant natural sleep. 14So then he told them plainly, " Lazarus is dead, 15and for your sake I am glad that I was not there, so that you may believe,. But let us go to him." 16 Then Thomas (called Didymus) said to the rest of the disciples, "Let us also go, that we may die with him."
The last few times that Jesus had been in Judea the Jews had tried to seize and kill Christ so there was good reason why the disciples were not to eager to go back there to see Lazarus. But we see in this case the good example of Thomas who knew that Jesus was going to go back there no matter what the disciples thought. Jesus was going to go to his now dead friend Lazarus. Thomas statement that he made here was a very brave statement in that he had assumed that if he went with Jesus it could very well mean the end of his life. He was willing to follow Jesus in this case even if it meant death. He was putting into action the teachings of Christ that we find in Mark 8:34-35 "If anyone would come after me; he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whomever wants to save his life will lose it, but whomever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it.