ďFriendly FireĒ

ďWhen Church HurtsĒ


District Elder M.L. Maughmer, Jr.

Jeremiah 20:9 ďThen I said, I will not make mention of him, nor speak any more in his name. But [his word] was in mine heart as a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I was weary with forbearing, and I could not [stay]Ē.

I know what Jeremiah meant when he said itís like fire shut up in my bones.

So many times in church we preach that saying and shout with excitement because it sounds good and it is supposedly communicates the joy that one feels down on the inside. That statement is often said with exuberance in order to get you into a mode of praise and worship. Church uses that statement and makes it seem that everything is alright and that one is on fire for God. However, when Jeremiah said that statement ďItís like fire shut up in my bonesĒ he was not on a spiritual cloud nine. He wasnít feeling joy unspeakable and full of glory. He didnít have peace that passeth all understanding. He wasnít saying God is great and greatly to be praised.

Understand that Jeremiah didnít want to preach Godís word, not because he was back-slidden, not because he was spiritually weak, not because he had a spirit of disobedience. Jeremiah didnít want to preach the Word of God because he was hurt. He had been wounded by those that he was sent to prophecy to. He was rejected by the religiosity of organized religion. His message had been ignored by the church folk. He had poured his heart and soul into relationships with those in the congregation only to be ostracized, criticized, talked about, cast down, ridiculed, persecuted, and bound by those that were supposed to be his friends, those that where the ecclesia, the called out ones, the church.

He was a product or the statistic of friendly fire. He had been wounded and hurt by the church and because of this hurt he didnít want to say any thing else about the Lord God, from the Lord God to the church that had hurt him so bad.

People donít, at least I donít, expect to get hurt in church, so when it happens the piercing pain that penetrates our hearts runs especially deep. Since we are not prepared for church wounds when we receive them they are seldom fully healed.

We find within the body of Christ that there are people who have been hurt deeply, they are becoming worn and exhausted, struggling within the body of Christ, robbed of the joy that Jesus has promised.
Sadly accepting that this is the way church is. Some leave the church bitter and hostile never to return, wounded not by the fire-power of the enemy, but wounded from friendly fire within the church.

Then there are those that stay at church, but are not a part of church they are neither hot nor cold but are in a spiritual state of shock because they have been wounded by friendly fire in the church.

Then there are those that put on a mask, they clap their hands because thatís church, they sing every song because thatís church, they