Summary: Jesus rose triumphant over the grave so that we could live fully awake and in response, He asks us to awaken to Him, His Kingdom, His power, His purpose, His will.
April 8, 2012 Easter Sunday
For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then we will see face to face. Now I know only in part; then I will know fully, even as I have been fully known. (1 Cor 13:12, NRSV)
Yesterday I went for a brief walk, having been sick these past few days I was feeling a bit of cabin fever and I was struck by how clear and crisp everything looked. The sun was shining right overhead, the sky was blue, there were hardly any shadows, I could see the ground not covered by snow, and where it was melting and running down the road the water just seemed clear and clean and bright. The colors were bright and vibrant; it seemed the world had come alive again as another winter retreats into the past. It seemed that all of creation was re-awakening, and I delighted in it.
And then Paul’s words from the end of 1 Cor 13 came to mind. now we see in a mirror, dimly, now I know only in part. And I thought, if this is only in part what will it be like later? If this is through a mirror, dimly what will it be like face to face?
And when will that later come? That’s a big question. See, I’ve always thought Paul was talking about after death, when our earthly bodies are replaced by our heavenly, eternal bodies. And perhaps there is a small part of that idea here, but I always thought it was the whole idea. Now, I’m not so sure.
In the rest of the passage, Paul is not talking about dying. He is talking about love which is the whole theme of 1 Cor 13, and more specifically he is talking about a mature love, and growing into that maturity: When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child; when I became an adult, I put an end to childish ways. In the chapters around 13, Paul is talking about how to live as the people of God, how to grow in our faith and in our service, how to deepen our relationships with one another and with God.
So I realized that Paul is not saying, Hey, it’s all fuzzy and partial now. But hang in there. Someday you’ll die and it will all make sense. That is fatalism, not Christianity! Instead, I think Paul is actually saying this: keep growing. Keep polishing the mirror. Keep searching and listening for more pieces, more parts. Keep desperately desiring to see more of the face of Jesus. And it will happen. We will see Jesus. We will see the parts becoming whole. We will put an end to childish ways, and mature towards Christlikeness. You will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you, declares the LORD” (Jer 29).
But again, when will that later come? When will we find that for which we seek with all our hearts? When will we grow up and put childish ways behind? When will that moment come?
And maybe that is part of the problem. We want a moment to come. An instant realization. A lightning bolt, a spiritual 2x4, a cloud-opening and mighty voice speaking from heaven. We want to wake up one morning and find the stone rolled away and everything all better all of a sudden. And my friends, that just doesn’t happen!