Summary: For Paul conscience is the self-awareness that you are right or wrong in your attitudes and actions. If you are deceiving people and doing what you know is not the will of God, you will feel guilty.

Jonathan Edwards was born in 1703, and he became one of the greatest

preachers in history. He lived in a day when pastors went to a church out of

seminary and stayed there for the rest of their lives. His father was the pastor

of The Congregational Church in the little village of East Windsor, Conn. for

64 years. Jonathan entered Yale at age 13 and graduated at age 17. He

studied theology for 2 years and then became a tutor at Yale. At age 24 he

was invited to be the junior pastor at Northampton, Mass. where his

grandfather was the senior pastor. Two years later his grandfather died and

he was the sole pastor of the church.

Edwards developed a theology that said God can do whatever He wants

with people. They are His creatures and He can do with them as He pleases.

He can take them to heaven or cast them into hell. He has the right and the

power to do anything He wills. He started to preach a series on this theme,

and one became very famous, and it was called Sinners In The Hands Of An

angry God. His fearful messages started a revival that spread until he

became one of the most famous and influential pastors in the nation, and he

was still only in his 30's.

When the winds of change died down, and the emotions of revival cooled,

and apathy set in there was a period from 1744 to 1748 where not a single

new person joined the church. This was a long dry spell, and critics of

Edwards stirred up agitation. After much personal bitterness the church

voted in 1750 to dismiss their pastor. He appealed to the Ecclesiastical

Council to review the church's action, but five of the nine ministers voted to

sustain his dismissal. So Edwards found himself out of a job at 47 years of

age with a wife and 10 children to support. Their financial situation was

pathetic.

After a few months the church found that nobody wanted to come to be

their pastor, and so they did an unbelievable thing: They asked Edwards to

help them out. Most pastors would have refused with indignation, but

Edwards agreed to do it. He started preaching again in the pulpit from which

he had been cast out. He was ministering the Word of God to a people who

had rejected him. He did this for a year before he got a call to another

church. He went on to write 4 theological works that gave him the reputation

of being the most original religious thinker in American history. In 1758 he

was asked to become the President of Princeton. I share this history of one of

the great preachers of our land because it is such a parallel to what we see in

the relationship between Paul and the Corinthian Church.

Paul spent a year and a half getting this church established. It was hard

work, for they were a very godless people, and Paul needed special

encouragement from God to hang in there and not give up. So Paul plugged

away at it and got Silas and Timothy to come and take over his labor of

making tents so he could devote himself full time to preaching and teaching.

You would think that this would be a dream church. The world's greatest

Apostle, who was the most brilliant and devoted man on the earth was their

pastor, but the fact is, it was a nightmare. Paul had more problems with this

church than with all the rest of them put together. These Christians refused

to grow up. They stayed as babes, and the result was they were not really any

different than the pagans around them. Paul, however, never gave up on this

bunch of carnal Christians. He wrote 4 letters to them. We have 2 of them,

but he refers in them to 2 others he wrote. So we have the paradox that the

church, which had the most problems, and which gave Paul the most grief,

have the most written to them of all the churches. They were the worst and

they received the best.

They found every petty fault they could find in Paul to criticize. They

chewed him up and spit him out, and yet Paul keeps coming back for more.

Many who study the issue in depth wonder why Paul did not just write them

off as a hopeless cause. As Paul travels the world he is ever thinking of this

church and how he can help them shape up and stop being so critical. He

wants them to grow up for the glory of God. Most would walk away from a

church that treated them like this, but Paul looks at all their fault finding and

decided he will defend himself against these critics.

This letter is loaded with Paul's self-defense. Some Christians feel it is

not wise to engage in self-defense, for it can sound very egotistical. This is

true, and at times Paul sounds anything but humble in this letter, but we need

to keep in mind that he is not doing this for his sake, or for his reputation.

The truth of God's Word will suffer and all the church will be hurt if he lets

his critics undermine his authority and his teaching. He is defending himself

for the sake of the church. Self-defense is legitimate when it benefits others.

Believe it or not, one of the main criticisms of Paul was that you cannot

trust the man to keep his promises. Paul told the Corinthians that he planned

to come and see them and spend a winter with them after he went through

Macedonia. But that plan did not work out, and Paul did not make it to

Corinth. The best laid plans of mice and men, and even Apostles, do not

always work out, and this one of Paul's fell through. This is just the sort of

thing critics latch onto. They were saying that Paul's word was not worth the

paper it was written on. He says one thing and then does another. He says

yes, but he means no.

It made no difference to the critics that Paul ended his promise to come

to them with these words in I Cor. 16:7, "...if the Lord permits." Paul knew

that life did not always go according to his plan, and so he conditioned his

promise. But this did not stop the faultfinders. Have you ever promised

somebody something and then discovered that life took a turn that you were

not expecting, and you could not keep that promise? Parents have this quite

often with children. You don't have to do this very often before you hear the

words, "You never do what you say you will." This is what the childish

critics are saying to Paul. He is like a mother who placates her crying kids by

promising them the moon, but when it comes to carrying out the promise she

is too tired, or has other plans.

Parents often do make promises to easily, and they do fail to be

consistent with keeping their word. But this is not the case with Paul. He has

valid reasons for his behavior, and much of this letter is his self-defense. It is

hard to deal with Paul's defense in any other way but by a methodical verse

by verse examination of his arguments and statements, and so that is what we

will do beginning with verse 12. Paul begins with, "Now this is our boast."

The Greek word Paul uses for boast is a very common word in the Greek

world. The only problem is that it is almost always a bad word used to

describe a person who trumpets his own renown, and is, therefore, not liked.

We feel the same about a boaster today, and so it does not sound like a

good choice of words for a man trying to defend himself against critics. This

is especially so since James 4:16, using this same word, says, "As it is you

boast and brag. All such boasting is evil." So now he has James against him

too, and he is calling him evil for his boasting. Paul's fist words of defense do

not seem appropriate unless he is trying to hang himself, or unless he is a

master of paradox. That, of course, is what Paul was, and by so being he

teaches us over and over again that the same thing can be both evil and good.

Boasting is primarily evil, for it is a sign of pride. But we all know there is

also a positive pride, which is the foundation for our self-esteem, and without

it we would not be healthy individuals.

Paul had a healthy sense of self-esteem, and he was able to be honest

about how he felt about the gifts God had given him. His pride and boasting

were not self-centered, but God-centered. You will notice that he stresses that

his gifts are from God and according to God's grace. When your boasting

exalts God as the source of what you are proud about it is a virtue. Just

because most boasting is a vice of self-centered pride does not mean we should

avoid all boasting. Paul took this bad word and used it often in a positive

way. In so doing he taught Christians to look for the positive side of the sinful

nature of man. What possible good lurks in the hearts of sinners who behave

so proud and boast of their achievements as if they were self-made and

created all their gifts on their own? That very vice that keeps them

self-centered can become a tool for God-centered service. This negative word

became one of Paul's favorite words. He uses it about 25 times in his letters to

the Corinthians, and it is used only a few times in all the rest of the New

Testament. It is a bad thing that can be good if properly expressed.

Minnie Pearl was famous for saying, "I'm mighty proud to be here." It

was an expression of joy and a compliment to the audience. No one would

ever accuse her of sinful pride in her spirit. Paul says something very similar

when he says, "I am mighty proud to be God's agent in this world. I am

mighty proud to be a child of God and a useful tool for His kingdom." We

sing something like it when we sing, "I'm so glad I'm a part of the family of

God." Is that pride? Is that boasting? Yes it is, but it's the good kind that

Paul loves to express often. It is that good pride like, "I am proud to be an

American." Paul was proud to be a Christian, and he is going to boast about

being a good Christian by the grace of God.

The first thing Paul boasts about is his clear conscience. His conscience

testifies that he has been blameless in conduct in the world, and especially in

his relationship to them. It is obvious to all commentators that Paul is being

accused by some in the church of worldly behavior and worldly wisdom.

They are questioning his integrity and sincerity. Almost every evangelist is

suspect because there are so many who manipulate people for their own gain.

Paul and all faithful evangelists have to endure this same criticism because it

is so often true. Once you are accused of bad behavior it is very hard to get

rid of the stain and restore your image. It is not enough to be innocent, for

you have to prove it, and this will never convince all the critics.

Some years ago governor Gifford Pinchot of Pennsylvania sent his black

retriever to the Eastern State Penitentiary in Philadelphia for the inmates to

have a mascot. The prisoners loved the dog, and he became a great favorite.

The story got out that he had condemned the dog to prison for killing a cat.

He got letters from all over the world denouncing his inhuman cruelty. He

could not stop the spread of the story, and so through his whole term of office

he kept getting these nasty letters. It is hard to believe that people in total

ignorance of the facts will go off half-cocked and in righteous indignation

blast people as if they had direct access to the omniscient mind of God.

If you read of the hoaxes that have stirred up millions to write letters of

protest over false reports you will discover that Christians are the worst

offenders. They are often gullible and easily manipulated by false reports. It

is nothing new, for Paul had to fight it in his day as all kinds of

misinformation was being spread about him, and it was Christians who were

doing it and believing it. That is why we see his self-defense in this letter, for

if the falsehoods were allowed to stand his ministry would suffer.

His first argument is, "I do not feel guilty for my conduct, for my

conscious is clear." His promise to visit them was made in all sincerity, and

he does not feel any guilt that he could not keep his promise, for that was out

of his hands. He does not control all of life, and so the best he can do is plan

and make a sincere effort to carry out that plan. Some Christians go all to

pieces when plans do not go as they wish. They feel guilt as if they failed.

Paul will have none of this guilt, for he did his best. He moves on to plan B

and does not fret and grieve and feel guilt. Some were trying to make Paul

feel guilty by telling others that if he was really spiritual his plan would have

worked out.

It is a case of Job's friends ride again. They were blaming Paul for the

complexity of his life as if it was his sin that made his life so complex. If he

was more spiritual and less worldly his plans would work out and he could

keep his promises. Christians are notorious for calling other Christians less

spiritual because they don't operate just the same way as they do. In his

defense Paul writes that all he does is characterize by the holiness and

sincerity that are from God. In other words, he operates with a singleness of

heart, and he is not double minded as his critics are saying.

The word sincerity means, "Judged by the sun." When a person bought

a vase they would hold it up to the sun, for if there was a crack in it the sun

would reveal that flaw. Paul is saying, "I am not a fake putting on a show for

my own benefit. I do not deceive you." Some vase makers would cover over

their flaws with wax so you could not see the crack unless you held it up to the

sun. On a cloudy day they could sell these defective vases, for they looked

perfect. Paul is saying, "I am not trying to hide anything and put one over

on you. I operate openly and above board, and gladly submit to a thorough

examination to test my sincerity."

Because Paul is so honest with this self-exposure of his conduct, character

and motives, we have in this letter the most intimate look at Paul's

inner being and emotions. Paul tells us his conscience is a witness for his

defense, for it says to him that he has done the right thing. Paul is the New

Testament authority when it comes to the conscience. John uses this word

only once, and Peter 3 times, but Paul uses it 28 times of the 32 uses in the

New Testament. For Paul conscience is the self-awareness that you are right

or wrong in your attitudes and actions. If you are deceiving people and doing

what you know is not the will of God, you will feel guilty. The ancient Greeks

saw the conscience as an inner witness telling you that you are on the right

path, or that you are going astray. It is a God-given inner voice. It can be a

very effective guide even in the pagan world.

This whole business with the conscience is a major theological issue with

Paul. He writes in Rom. 2:14-15, "Indeed, when Gentiles, who do not have

the law, do by nature things required by the law, they are a law for

themselves, even though they do not have the law, since they show that the

requirements of the law are written on their hearts, their consciences also

bearing witness, and their thoughts now accusing, now even defending them."

Paul is saying that there are pagan people who are guided by their conscience,

and if they listen to this inner voice and obey it, they are as righteous as those

who obey God's written law in His Word. Where there is no Bible people will

be judged according to their conscience.

In Paul's day the conscience was a major subject. The Pythagoreans

stressed the importance of a good conscience, and self-examination each

night. They wrote, "Thou shalt not take sleep to thy gentle eyes until thou has

considered each of the days acts. Where did I fail? What was a right act?

What was left undone? Begin with the first, go through them, and finally

when thou has done wrong rebuke thyself and when thou has done good

rejoice." Socrates left the judgment of his accusers, who gave false evidence,

to their conscience. Seneca the Roman stoic, who was a contemporary of

Paul, wrote, "Every night I examine my life. I open out my conscience to the

gods. For conscience is to every man a sort of inward god. The famous

Roman by the name of Cicero wrote, "There is a law within, diffused among

all men, constant, eternal.... There is one common master and commander of

all, even God who originated this law. If anyone obeys not this law he plays

false to himself and does despite to the nature of man."

Philo was the Greek Jewish theologian who was also a contemporary of Paul.

He wrote of the conscience, "It is born with every soul and makes its

abode with it, nor is it want to admit anything that offends. Its priority is

ever to hate the evil and love the good." We could go on and on, but these are

sufficient to make clear why Paul appeals to his conscience in self- defense. It

was universally accepted by pagans, Jews and Christians that the conscience

was a key witness to any persons motives. A clear conscience was one of the

best testimonies that could be presented. Paul is saying, I am proud to

declare that my conscience testifies I have been holy and sincere in all my

dealings with the world and with the church.

Paul is saying that the charges of him being worldly wise are not true, and

they are based on the critics misunderstanding. He makes it clear in verse 14

that he expects this letter to clear up this misunderstanding so that they can

be proud of him. His self-defense is not just to make him look better, but to

help the Corinthians so they can be proud of their founder and teacher, and,

thereby feel more secure in their faith. Their self-image is going to be

damaged if they think their founder is a con man. The goal is mutual

boasting of each other, and a sense of positive pride about who they are in

Christ.

The critics of Paul are saying that he is deceptive and that he uses words

to cleverly say one thing, but he really means another. Paul says in verse 13

that what he writes to them is not mysterious and ambiguous, but it is easy to

understand, for he is being as open an honest as he can be to convey

transparent genuineness. His opponents are reading between the lines, and

they are reading in things he is not saying. Critics who do not like a person

are easily detected, as are Paul's critics. They find fault very easy because

they read into his words and acts that which is not his intent to convey. Never

take a critics interpretation of the meaning of another person's words, for

there will be distortion. The only valid interpretation of a man's words are

what he gives. If it sounds like a man is saying one thing and meaning

another, don't ask his critics, ask him. He alone can give you an authentic

interpretation of what he means. Paul's critics are saying, "We think he

means something other than what he says." Paul responds, "You are wrong.

When I say yes I mean yes, and when I say no I mean no. I say what I mean

and I mean what I say."

Warren Wiersbe of Back To The Bible fame says he can sympathize

with Paul, for he has made promises too and then had plans changed so that

he had to cancel meetings where he was scheduled to be. Christians can be

very critical when you foul up their plans. Paul's critics are calling him

wishy-washy. He does not care about us, but only wants to get our money.

We will see a lot of criticism and a lot of self-defense as we study this letter.

The major lesson of this letter is that Christians are too critical, and they hurt

the cause of Christ by being that way.

I must confess that I find myself critical of other Christians. We went to

a large Presbyterian Church, and found myself being critical. Their choir

was not nearly as good as ours, and the pastor took 10 minutes giving

announcements, and his message had no central theme. I came away feeling

proud that even though we are smaller we have a better service. Being

critical of others makes us feel superior, and that is why it is popular, and

that is why Christians put others down. It is important for us to be aware

that we have this critical spirit so that we can keep it under control. That is

one of the major goals for studying this letter of Paul.