Summary: There are going to be times when you question God’s call on your life. It is during these times in which you need a spiritual check-up.
Giving Myself a Spiritual Check-Up
When we pick up Jeremiah, we see that he starts with similar “complaints” against God. The prophets in the Old Testament would complain in their prayers to God. Their main question is: Why do you let the evil continue when I am having such a hard time being righteous?
Job asked it.
Elijah asked it.
Jeremiah is asking it.
So there are times when you are going to question God’s call on your life.
There are times you will go through a spiritual check up (12:1-4)
“You test whether my heart is with you.” (12:3)
Your heart is what needs an occasional check up.
EXAMPLE: DOCTOR VISIT
I went to the doctor last week because of my back pain. I told her that I was checking in to see if there was anything I could get to relieve the pain and what else could be done. I told her I turned 40 and that my dad had a heart attack a couple of weeks ago. I said that he had coronary artery disease and since it is in the family, I wanted her to know that I probably need to exercise and eat better.
She asked if I ever had my cholesterol checked and I said no. Her jaw dropped to the floor. She said that I needed to get that checked real soon. I needed to test whether my heart was ok.
What my doctor told me I needed to for my physical heart, God tells us that we need to do spiritually for our heart with God.
There is a reason for this. There are times when we are so involved in ministry that we forget to get our hearts checked.
The church at Ephesus had lost their first love.
God had told His people that they worship, but their hearts aren’t in it.
So there are times when we are doing things for God, but we are just going through the motions.
But you better be ready for God’s response when make an appointment with Him.
You have to train yourself for the long-term. (12:5-6)
In the previous chapter, Jeremiah’s life was threatened. Naturally, Jeremiah starts to question things. He starts with the logical question:
I have been faithful, but I don’t see results. If what You have called me to do is to help change lives, when why don’t I see enough of the change? Why do I only see resistance?
God’s answer: If you are tired now, how can you handle the bigger things I want you to do.
I love the way God says this. In essence, He says:
You think it’s tough now? Just wait.
You are complaining about how things are now? How faithful are you going to be when it gets real tough?
You think it’s tough doing this assignment?
The people are questioning your judgment (12:4). Sure.
But look at what your family is saying about you. (12:6).
I think that the re-evaluation of our heart is directly related to how tough we think our life is.
When things are going easy, we don’t get our check-ups.
Only after the hard times start to come, then we start to cry out for help.
God says: Get going. Go get some exercise. Go work on your spiritual exercises (like prayer and reading God’s word, and spending time in worship.)
EXAMPLE: NEGATIVE RESISTANCE EXERCISE
You know that resistance exercise is the kind that builds endurance in the muscle. When I lift up a muscle on an exercise machine, that is positive resistance, but when I lower that weight back down slowly, I am doing negative resistance. This negative resistance - pushing back against something as it comes down on my body, actually strengthens my body better.