Summary: A message for Maundy Thursday which compares Peter & Judas.
Text - Luke 22:31-32 (NRSV)
‘Simon, Simon, listen! Satan has demanded to sift all of you like wheat, but I have prayed for you that your own faith may not fail; and you, when once you have turned back, strengthen your brothers & sisters.’
We focus today maybe uncharacteristically on the bad guy today, on Judas, & on Peter, who himself had a pretty bad time with it. I want us to examine what is going on here - why? Because I feel we have a lot to learn about not just them, not just God, but also ourselves.
Lets start with Judas, who was a sincere bloke; he must have been because Jesus chooses him. He had the right characteristics, indeed it has been said he I the only one who was really qualified & would have been selected on merit for his job. One would think he fitted in well with disciples - after all was part of Jesus’ inner circle for long time.
I think his problem was that he had yet to accept Jesus as Christ, as the Lord.
That is clear from the text as Judas only refers to Jesus as a Rabbi in Matthew. It might not seem a lot to you but it is huge, because for Judas Jesus just another teacher, another Rabbi. It is the kind of thing you would use to describe another Vicar, Priest or Minister. Whereas Jesus for the others, for Peter for sure is Kyrie or Lord which indicates that Jesus has become more of a personal Lord.
Judas still dreamed of kingdom, just not the same Kingdom as Jesus. He also had enormous passion for social change & action. Maybe being kind to him he just wanted to force Jesus’ hand & bring about change immediately. All this talk of sacrifice & service, discipleship & journeying is no good - what we need is revolution in the here & now.
For that Judas committed apostasy.
For that Judas betrayed the King of Kings - but for him of course he was only the rabbi wasn’t he?
I feel it is quite deliberate that Judas’ failure is combined in gospels with Peter’s, because with Judas there was no hope, while with Peter there is so much.
It is of course easy to despise Judas & for that matter Peter’s own denial of Christ.
Indeed 2000 years of Church history has demonised especially Judas hasn’t it?
Yet if we are brutally honest all of us are guilty of pretty much same kind of denial at some point in our lives. All of us if we are honest struggle with God’s will & timing at times & try to force things to happen in our times.
All of us have or are holding back part of our lives from God.
All of us like Judas & Peter can easily feel trapped & hopeless, & like the Old Testament Psalmist cried out ‘O God where are you? Why have you deserted us?’
I am sure that like me there have been valleys you have had to walk through during which it feels like God has forgotten us & His promises.
It is fear & unanswered prayer that pulls us like that away from God. It is sin & the world that pulls us away from God. To feel like this is ok IF we get back to God & allow Him to take those things from us.
But the comparisons between Judas & Peter go deeper still. Judas realised what he had done was wrong & was overcome by despair & shame & guilt. Peter realised what he had done was wrong & he too was overcome by same feelings, but there was a huge difference in what happened next.