God does not really about the bad and negatives things things you have done in the past
He's concerned about your end. so you can choose how to end. the only sad note is no one no knows the end except God.
see everyday as the end
Judges 16:28 -30
Then Samson prayed, "Sovereign LORD, please remember me; please, God, give me my strength just this one time more, so that with this one blow I can get even with the Philistines for putting out my two eyes."
So Samson took hold of the two middle columns holding up the