Summary: When you encounter God do not expect to walk away the same, pray to walk with a limp as Jacob did and live in the promise and purpose God has for your life
What is it with God?
It never ceases to amaze me the type of people God uses for great purpose
I would have expected the most gifted, handsome, athletic, warrior, intellectual and generally those that reflected his perfection to project that “Look at me I’m right with God” persona to make us all feel our failures and turn
But that it seems is not Gods way
The saying is “God moves in mysterious ways” could be translate to “God does not move as mans ways”
God is God so lets look a a few of his chosen ones to learn a bit more of his character and use that to strengthen our walk and help us reach out to those hurting, those broken, those still needing to hear the God news of Gods love, Gods offer to save and transform.
Genesis 32; 21 - 31 Jacob Wrestles With God
Jacob had an interesting relationship with his brother Esau
Firstly he managed to take his birth right as first born of Isaac for a blow of stew
Then he tricked his dying Farther into believing he was Esau and got his Farther to bless him and basically give him his brother inheritance and his right to the covenant from God
Because of their history Esau wanted to kill Jacob so Jacob fled
In the years that passed Jacob he acquired two Wives, several children and was wealth in terms of animals and servants by various cunning ways and “creative” means
The night when he wrestled was the night before he returned to the land were Esau lived
The land promised to his Fathers family by God the promised land given to Abraham, the covenant passed on to Isaac then taken from Esau by Jacob
So here was Jacob on the eve of entering his fulfilment, his promised land, does he just rush in a claim it all
No fearful of his brother he sends his servants ahead of him with his animals in several groups crossing the river to hopefully pacify his brother, then he sends his wives and children and then there is Jacob alone on the banks of the Jabbok
That night he gets a visitor some say an Angel, some say God and clearly a messenger of the divine purpose for Jacob and the covenant of his inheritance
Jacob then wrestles through the night a fight starting in darkness and alone and ending in the light with God
Have you ever had a fight in the dark alone?
This is the story of Jacobs salvation his transformation by the presence of God, but note it does not just happen it is a grapple it is if you like an act of relationship from God a process tailored in this case for Jacob but with a message for us all
If we want to reach our promised land the land and person God promises he will make us into then we need to be prepared to let go
Let go of our ways, dependency on our strength our perception of our perfection and turn to God to allow him to strip always all from us that is not of him to transform us, to take us from darkness to light
We can do this by turning to Jesus, just as we are and give our selves to him, then the Holy Spirit will start this transformation process as it is said from the inside to the out, sanctify us, making us holy like Jesus